how are y’all gonna expect me to be so much when y’all were all so little. what if I don’t want this life. what if I don’t mind selling. would you cry all night like you did with Jeremiah, would you worry about your little girl. would you blame yourself though it wouldn’t be your fault. i don’t want to be this family’s savior. i just want to be me. i took my first bumb Saturday night. why am I even like this. why are you even reading this. who fucking cares. i’m just another lost kid in society’s eyes. i know I’m capable. i am good enough. people will always talk about you. im human, not perfect. why the fuck am I awake. why the fuck are you still reading this.